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Casting aside the artificial strictures of this deeply flawed numerological sequencing, the indisputable third episode makes a chief concern of idiosyncrasies personal, maternal, and otherwise familial inadvertency humourous as well as melancholic. despite this regrettable nostalgia, the author manages (however weakly) to incorporate the already quite threadbare thematic elements of nocturnal hallucinatory episodes, matters funeral (quite imaginary), and shamefully narcissistic recollections of a dubious and possibly fictitious nature in the hopes of leading the remaining few who still cling to the possibility of gleaning some diversion (however meager) from these fallow moments in order to transcend their austere and barren existence despite the fact that the author’s daily life bears no small resemblance to their own, even though he had an excellent grandfather who y liked to stick out his dentures and bite dog ears.episode Two | pg.1

Lacquer

by T.M. Camp

We buried our mother today Laid her to rest on pale satin Enveloped in gleaming mahogany and brass So peaceful in her sky blue dress Slender hands folded at her breast Those pale birds Nails lacquered till they shone Hair immaculate Face like a corpse We did not kiss her goodbye

episode Two | pg.2

The face Game

by T.M. Camp

My mother has this game she plays. “There are two kinds of people in the world,” she says, “Two kinds of faces. Pig faces and fox faces.” When she goes out, to the market or a store or to a restaurant, she says to herself as people pass: “Pig face, fox face . . . pig face.” She has a pig face. She knows it. But she didn’t always. No, not always. When I look at old photographs of her — and there’s this one picture I’m thinking of, the one of her as a young woman, standing at the beach with her best friend (pig face) — they’re in bikinis, holding their stomachs in so they will look long and sleek like foxes. In the picture, my mother is smiling, her face very long, her teeth very white, like a fox.

episode Two | pg.3

My mother never smiles for pictures anymore, not like that. No, now her smile is flat, almost a grimace, forced on her by time and age and disappointment. Time has taken my mother’s face in its hands and carefully, slowly, pressed and shaped it until the fox has gone. I look at pictures of my mother now, photos from reunions and holidays, and I think to myself — I can’t help it, I do — I think: “Pig face.” The last time I saw her, we went down to the mall. It was crowded and she tires easily, so we sat for awhile and watched the people go by. “Pig face,” she said. And then “Fox face.” “I have a theory,” I told her, “That there is another kind of person in the world, another kind of face: People too long and broad for foxes, too flat and sharp for pigs.” I nodded at a man hurrying past and whispered: “Wolf.” Pig faces are soft and friendly and quick to laugh, easy to hug and easy to love, like my mother.

episode Two | pg.4

Foxes are sleek and quick and clever and beautiful, but prone to snap and hurry away if they don’t trust you. There are more pigs than foxes in the world, and more foxes than wolves. Wolves are rare, solitary, endangered. The people I have known, the wolves I have met over the years… Well, I have never trusted them. I have a fox face, like my father. He was a fox, and he was an old fox when he died. Time never laid a finger on him. It’s late and I should be asleep. I stay up too late, I always have. I roam the house, stalking through rooms and sniffing the air, looking for trouble all night long like a fox. It’s late and I should set this aside and go to bed. In the morning I will rise and yawn, showing my teeth to the bathroom mirror. And then I’ll shave, drawing the razor up my long cheeks, across my sharp chin, and down my lean throat.

episode Two | pg.5

And, as I do every morning, I’ll play The Face Game, looking to see what work Time and age and disappointment have done to me during the night while I slept. Fox face, pig face . . . wolf.

episode Two | pg.6

Big Pop

by T.M. Camp

A plastic bowl of grapes. The dusty, almost-black globes polished by our fingertips. The tart snap of the skin between my teeth. He teaches me to spit out the seeds, the stones bitter on the tip of my tongue. Wrestling old Smoky to the ground, he bites the dog’s ears, both of them growling. I watch, I laugh, wondering if he will get fleas. The rigid line of his dentures, sticking them out at us when no one was looking. Laughing, terrified by the sudden appearance of that slick pink plastic, the crown of his teeth. The walking sticks, later the canes by the door. The carved one, the snake’s head poised to strike. Wrestling him to the shag carpet in my aunt’s apartment. Two year old champion, I pin him down and I strike. My mother flares with anger: “Don’t you hit my daddy.” Photographs posed, the stiff movement of home movies. Memories, stories told around the family, heirlooms. Mythology now. episode Two | pg.7

So little I can claim for my own. His voice, surprisingly high. Rusty, wavering and punctuated by strange, inarticulate sounds like a crow in flight. Surprising myself with tears, when I introduced my wife to him. She in black, long hair pulled back. He already under his stone, so long.

episode Two | pg.8

This is a work of fiction. All situations, events, and characters are nothing more or less than products of the author’s imagination — except for the one my mom dreamed up, that one’s all hers. Any resemblance to persons living or dead is most certainly intentional but by no means should be taken as factual in any way. To wit, the author’s parents are still among us. My grandfather, regrettably, has passed on. And my wife does have black hair. So those bits are true. Also, I don’t really have a wolf face. But, with each passing day, I see more of my grandfather in the mirror. Not that I need a disclaimer to dispute that, of course. Literary people are above such vanities. Right? Copyright © 2009 T.M. Camp

The Gospel of Thomas is produced and distributed by Aurohn Press. Despite this, please submit all inquiries (professional or otherwise) to the author via [email protected]. It’d make my day to hear from you. Honestly.

The Gospel of Thomas is released under a Creative Commons Attribution Non-Commercial No Derivatives License. All other rights reserved.

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episode Two | pg.9

Coming soon, voodoo.

w The world is not worthy of him who has found a corpse.

episode Two | pg.10

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